C-AJ-M


Pain and Anguish



That is purely the expression of FEAR not suicidal intent as many people believe it to be. Its all in the face. Eyebrows raised and pulled together, upper eyelid raised, and lowers tensed. Lip corners slightly tensed. Fear.

That is purely the expression of FEAR not suicidal intent as many people believe it to be. Its all in the face. Eyebrows raised and pulled together, upper eyelid raised, and lowers tensed. Lip corners slightly tensed. Fear.


STRANGE

Cant believe i was just asked that!


So i am going to be working in a camp in America this summer. Sounds exciting working with children for eight to ten weeks. May to September. I just wanted a new fresh experience and this opportunity has presented itself. The fact that i read everyone around me in day to day situations through facial expressions and body language. Trying to read a normal person is easy, yet trying to read someone you care about can be so difficult as you don’t want to believe your reading if it is negative. The things i have found out about people the past two weeks are truly remarkable.

Paul Ekman who had completely inspired my natural instinct to read people has now made me get into it fully through his research. I was always able to get people to open up so easily to me and yet give them the advice that they needed at that exact moment, merely because i was a natural at the analysis and yet just didn’t know what it was or how to use it. Detecting lies is probably the best part of it and now some of my latest research around sociopaths and psychopaths is merely solidifying my interest.

Is there a terrorist gaze?

A close friend asked me that not to long ago and i answered with i simply don’t know in my head. But with my words i replied, im good but im not that good. That’s the usual McKenna banter. The fact that most recently my last name has become more of a nickname than my first name makes me worried. Sounds like i have too much authority, i prefer the personalizing that a first name brings.

What have i found out the past two weeks?

Well what have found out may have changed my future but i am firmly in the position that you follow the truth no matter the cost to your person and or wallet. And since i have been able to read micro-expressions the amount of information you can get from one person’s face and body language is just remarkable. However, those trying to lie to me have been caught out through their expressions. 

After that little piece, back to the actual reason why i am writing this little rant. Im going to America in the summer to work for almost ten weeks, and am looking forward to it, exciting stuff in truth. Just waiting to be accepted.






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Sometimes i just want to move back to ireland. So peaceful.



Ashlee, this will always remind me of your video stunt and so it goes….



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